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New primary & permanent journal. After 15 long years, I have left LJ for greener pastures.

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I never know what to put here...
Probably the best way to get to know me is through my journal (entries date back years of my life), or just talking with me. I tend to wear my heart out on my sleeve. If i'm happy, you know it, if I'm sad it's obvious, if I'm angry you might not know (sometimes i tend to be OVER polite) unless you know me fairly well. I'm usually direct and straight forward, but I am VERY shy. Shy like you wouldn't believe. If you see me out and about, feel free to come and say hi. I dont bite often. As long as you aren't a complete assbasket, and are polite, it'll be great!

I have trouble meeting people, and making friends. My shyness tends to limit me a whole lot. I'm really trying hard to get over that some. I've made a lot of advances in that area recently. Sometimes I just need someone to charge up and introduce themselves. I may see you, and even recognize you, but I may just be too shy to say something first. I'm not snobby or mean. Just quiet :P

I like to meet cool new people and do new things. I enjoy a good time as much as the next person, but I might have a slightly different idea of what a good time IS.
Feel free to add me, or message me, or chat on AIM. I'll talk to anyone, until I have a reason not to :)

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it's like a story,
a faery tale,
of things that could have been,
but went wrong somewhere along the way
something that should have been
good, and pure, and elegant,
but somehow ended up filled with venom and spite.
there will be no flowers at the end of this day.

no dancing
no angels
no poise
and
no grace



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"Every normal man must be tempted,
at times, to spit on his hands, to hoist the black flag,
and begin slitting throats."
-H. L. Mencken


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"Man will never be free until the last king is strangled with the entrails of the last priest."
-Denis Diderot


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"Howbeit he will not stretch out his hand to the grave,
though they cry in his destruction.
Did not I weep for him that was in trouble?
was not my soul grieved for the poor?
When I looked for good, then evil came unto me:
and when I waited for light, there came darkness.
My bowels boiled, and rested not:
the days of affliction prevented me.
I went mourning without the sun:
I stood up, and I cried in the congregation.
I am a brother to dragons, and a companion to owls.
My skin is black upon me, and my bones are burned with heat.
My harp also is turned to mourning,
and my organ into the voice of them that weep."
-The Book of Job, 30:24 - 30:31


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"Oh people, know that you have commited great sins. If you ask me what proof I have for these words, I say it is because I am the Wrath of God. If you had not commited great sins, God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you."
-Genghis Khan


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"You who so plod amid serious things that you feel it shame to give yourself up even for a few short moments to mirth and joyousness in the land of Fancy; you who think that life hath nought to do with innocent laughter that can harm no one; these pages are not for you. Clap to the leaves and go no farther than this..."
-Howard Pyle


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"And while waiting for a few belated cowardices, since you value in a writer all lack of descriptive or didactic flair, I pass you these few foul pages from the diary of a Damned Soul."
-A. Rimbaud




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Because we are all so much more than our names...



I live in Austin Tx.

I work for a very large non-profit organization.

I stayed briefly in Los Angeles, in Seattle, and in Bradford, Ontario, Canada.

I grew up in a swamp...

'Gators and all.

I will constantly be adding things to this list.

I was a Cub Scout.

I have been obsessed with pirates since i was old enough to walk.

I tend to be very shy.

But I've been working on it and I'm doing much better.

I didn't have my first haircut until i was 4 years old.

I am constantly looking for 'home'...

It's a feeling, not a place....

I find it on occasion...

I am always hopeful I can find it again.

I'm a dreamer.

My coat is brown.

I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve.

I like to create.

I study chinese martial arts.

I love to learn new things.

I really like it when you can just sit and stare at the night sky with someone and feel content.

I value imagination more than most things.

I don't have much self-esteem...

Often I pretend that I do though.

That's another one of those things I'm always working on.

When I fall asleep at night, I want to be a better person than I was when I woke up that morning.

You should too.

I tend to cast a really good looking shadow.

I believe.

I like to make little things.

I got kicked of elementary school and Jr High at least once per grade.

I'm more romantic than I like to admit.

I do not believe in pandas.

I tend to be a worrier.

Sometimes, I'm funny.

I blush very easily.
The 'little things' are the most important things in life...

Because really, what are the big things? Just a bunch of little things added up.

I like to paint a lot...

I'm not so good at it :P

I have been attacked by a kangaroo...

And a raccoon...

Not at the same time.

I am too loyal for my own good.

I am a prince.

I am a frog.

I am a spaceman.

I am a pirate.

I am just me.

I really like good quotes.

Some songs are written about my life, I'm sure of it...

Similarly, some movies are too.

I can be very sarcastic.

I have a lot of different interests.

I have been known to get all poetical like.

There was once a reward out for my capture...

I was never captured...

And now, it's too late.

I'm kinda scared of rabbits.

I am fiercely passionate.

I have a genet....

Who is a complete bastard.

I try to be considerate.

I have been told that my feet are "like a princess' feet."

When I am happy, I practically buzz with energy.

I think books may be the most important thing in the world.

I am poison free. Which means:

I do not smoke.

I do not drink.

I do not do any drugs.

I never have (no, not even once).

And I never will....

Ever.



So, tell us... who are you?

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